I feel so weak

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Posted Tue, 05/12/2009 - 10:32 by Darkies Gem
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I feel so weak and tired and generally just poorley. Any little thing is just wiping me out.
I've had to ring up and call in the troops early, so rather than starting IV antibiotics next Monday, I am starting them in 2 days time instead.

I feel like I'm being such a wuss because of this. Surely I could wait just a few more days. But I'm just in so much pain and I'm so fed up, and I really just want to give in and sleep now.
I've had a lot of pain killers this last few days, every 4 hours I've been having a combo of 3 different painkillers at there highest doses. It's hardley touching the pain, infact it seems to be getting worser each day.

The pain is now, all in my arms and legs with Erythema Nodosum. Generally all my lungs also hurt, but there's one spot that's even more painful where I think I may have developed a bit of pleuricy. I physically cannot cough anymore or take in a really deep breathe, as anytime I do, it feels like someone has just stuck a knife through my chest.
I really cannot wait until Thursday, I cannot wait for this pain and tiredness to go.

I'm actually glad in a way, that I have weakened my defenses, because it would be no fun trying to get over this weekend,m knowing I have noone I can call on should I get worse.

My sputum not, not just green, it's a really mucky colour, not nice at all!

Feeling very sorry for myself here:(

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