Today

Had an interesting letter today.
My consultant sent me a letter, saying I was hopfeully reassured because my muscle enzymes are only just above normal level *256* when normal should be 15-200 in Creatine Phospho-Kinase levels (CPK).
I'm kinda annoyed as that's not an explanation to why I'm in pain really is it? Ok, so my levels aren't sky high at 2,000-25,000 again........But that means there must be another reason I'm in pain, and I bet it's not even been looked into.
I'm waiting for them to say the pains all in my head again, like they did before they realised my CPK levels went high. It's bad that I am, but I am.
It's so annoying when you're in pain, and there's no treatment that even so much as helps, it's just a case of wait till it calms down, and carry on like normal. That's a bit impossible at the minute. Thankgod I got 2 weeks off college for easter holidays, so I don't actually have to skip anymore for the next 2 weeks as we won't be there anyway.
It's annoying aswell, as I know if I see my physios right now, they're gonna pester me to keep at my excercises. But, I just don't have the willpower to get through them. Too bad I can't just be the patient they want me to be, and able to ignore vast amounts of pain I'm in like they want.
I just sooooo can't be bothered anymore-so I'm gonna just rest instead. Maybe that might help.
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